I can't even hold this tears anymore. Yes, I cry to sleep ALMOST every effing night! Why? Bcs I feel so alone. Everyday I open up Twitter, I tweet, and not even a bitch mention me.

I'm all alone.

So tired.

So clueless.

Sometimes I think everyone hates me. Yeah.

I need a shoulder.

Orang yang dulu setia dengar aku punya masalah, aku punya sedih, tenangkan aku nangis pun macam dah takkisah. Terpinggir.

Aku sedih. Takde siapa nak kisah. Takde siapa nak pujuk. Takde siapa nak gembirakan hati ni.







\\Bismillahirahmanirrahim, Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani//

It's been awhile since I didn't update this messy blog ha. Well, things just get more busy and harder as I grow up. Next year I'll be turning 16. Time flies soooo fast like you cant even have the chance to think about others or stare the starry night sky for hours.

PMR goes okay lah last October. Alhamdulillah I can do it. The 'pengawas' also kind and funny and supportive and handsome ihihi. I hope all my not-so-called-hard work give out a very good result. I just want to make mom and dad and baba (my homeroom adviser) proud. Ya Allah pls grant my wishes :')

Next Friday (29th) guess what will happen ppl hehe.

Oh and just cannot wait for this Sunday --> Sabah bah! :-)

Till we meet again next post. Assalamualaikum.



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